17.5.09
He's packed away in a box and what's left of him now is ashes .
I couldnt stop them from streaming from my eyes.
I tried so hard.
But I failed miserably.
The feelings were so overwhelming.
And till now, I dont think I accepted that fact yet.
A part of me hoped that all this is but a reality.
I wished that when I go up, I could still see him.
My vision is getting more blurry now ..