30.8.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
and i cant help it .
and theres nothing i can do .
to solve my ___ .
TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF AUGUST !
is anyone celebrating ?
ive no idea why i'm making a big deal out of
august .
and tomorrow is just half an hour away .
T_T
oh yea , eehua agreed to watch hyd with me
and well , she didnt even finish the first season .
geez .
anw , wel'll be watching on thurs bah .
if wed mel and jo ann cnnt make it ,
then we watch hyd and wall e on wed .
how do you think of that ?
two movies , one day .
i'm sure you'll like it .
hee .
oh , and i forgotten to put this in the previous post about friday .
niveetha had gotten cuter over the past 2 years !
really .
dont you agree with me , the people that saw her on friday ?
hee .
and i'm sure joyce and i really felt that way .
keke .
hmm , well , thats about it .
now i'm trying my best to dl an album .
argh .
and it doesnt let me dl .
keep sayign that my ip is already downloading .
what crap .
i hate rapid share .
18 minutes more.
counting down the minutes , regii .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 11:28 PM
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
and i cant forget .
and i wont .
because it had already consumed my heart .
hoho .
i'm posting again .
proving one point , i'm too free for words .
hahaa .
anyways , most likely i wont be going back to cev ler .
alot of people which i know went back to the real maple .
hais .
but nvm .
occasionnally can login there for fun barh .
for the thrill of soa .
damn , my icy is really kinda slow .
one stuck at 11x for ages while the other ,
5x for a long long time .
maybe i should catch up on them .
70 is an easy target to hit .
and i'm sure 120 , with iris' help , it's possible !
jys iris .
hee .
hmm , maybe tues , going ou with yushan
to watch a movie ?
ahh , does holiday week = movie week now ?
next week i'm gna watch 3 movies .
how exciting .
but the huge problem is that , the only movie that i'm
excited for is WALLL E !
and the rest , not really appealing .
the clone wars maybe ?
or 12 lotus ?
i was thinking of watching the meet dave or smth liddat with 6 care .
but i'm not too sure about their choice .
omg . and i just found out that hana yori dango the movie is out next thurs .
zz .
damn .
if i watch it on thurs , then ..
means 4 movies ler .
straight from tues, wed, thurs, and fri .
hahaa .
6 x 4 = 24 .
wow .
ok .
it's like using the chalet money to go for movies..
hmm . acceptable .
hahaa .
now i need to hook up someone to watch hyd with me .
eehua perhaps ?
lol .
i shall go and ask her now .
and i'm not using my own computer , so i need to sms her !
counting the amt of money spent this holiday season ; regii .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 8:16 PM
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
but somehow , youve changed .
to be a more irresponsible person .
and my feelings are starting to waver .
August is ending soon ,
and another month is gna commence ,
the cycle never changes .
opps .
i didnt post ytd .
well , thats because i couldnt get the chance to use the computer .
actually , i could use the other computer ,
but i dont really like the keyboard there .
hmm , lets start by summarising ytd .
had the teacher day concert in rs .
some parts well nice , and surprising , its not as boring as i expected it to be .
then , went back to evg .
not much people turn up .
but at least two fifth of the class was there .
and chalet was canceled .
several people couldnt go .
hence reducing the amt of money .
den it resulted in the cancelling of chalet .
well , but to make it up ,
we'll be going out for a movie next friday !
i'm not sure what movie they want to watch ...
hmm ..
thereafter , i came home , took a shower then i smsed humairah .
then i asked rena for bj number .
den sms him oso .
den rena told me that he didnt bring his phone .
then from 3 , it dragged till 4 .
lols .
but in the end , we managed to finish the recordings .
with a lot of swapping of roles .
humairah became the narrator ,
bj the waiter .
and i was voicing as the old man .
lol .
and rena still held on to her position .
the lovely editor .
seriously , she always choose the editing job .
and during the recording , she was like the director , teaching
us how to proj our voice .
wonder if she ever considered taking up that job .
hee .
after lit proj was done , except for rena's part ,
i went for dinner while the rest left .
dinner was yummy .
as usual .
then , the later of the night was spent with me tryign to coax
my mum to let me use the computer but she refused to move from
the seat .
argh .
then , i went to watch the tv .
then sleep .
end of ytd .
hee .
today , i woke up at 10+
ahhh , the good thing about weekends and holidays is that you get to
wake up late .
sometime which i clearly missed .
then , ate the bao , went down with dad and granny
to burn paper .
well , today is the last day of the lunar seventh month ler .
and one impt achievement for myself ,
i learnt how to seperate the papers using the turning method which mum
taught me .
hee .
i finally learnt it after beignf envious of ppl being able to do that for years .
even though i might take a longer time ,
but i know , one day i'll be able to perfect it !
oh my gosh , i saw that buggie again .
the one that created the hive .
hais .
it just doesnt give up ,
does it ?
oh , and one last thing to end my post ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA !
youve changed ,and it's not for the betta ; regii .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 12:13 PM
28.8.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
and you always will .
no matter how much time had flowed through the hourglass
of hope .
youre etched into my memory of love .
woots . i'm feeling good now . lols . chocolate didnt have the effect of cheering me up . my family did way betta on that compared to the chocolate . but i know , the choclate is yelling ' not fair not dair , they're human and we arent ' yea , so that comparison is not valid . oh , and i just proved another point of mine . perfect . the mood swinging part . hee / an hourago i was so on the breaking down point . but now , my spirits is high again !yays for regii . (:oh , and a tiny update on the chalet . 6Carers'06 ~ hee . so far , the list of peeps staying overnight will be .. 1 . yours truly . hee . 2 . goh ee hua . 3 . chua pei xuan . 4 . sheryl . 5 . qian hui . 6 . hui kiat . 7 . hsien hean . 8 . chang jing . yeah , thats about it . then next ... we'll have those that are coming on monday !9 . ming quan . 10 . joyce . 11 . jana . 12 . jazz . 13 . yuhang . haha . thats all . kinda sad . opps . missed out someone . 14 . kai sing . hee . ps ya . but she doesnt know . hahaaa . oh , and did i mention that there's a girl call eehua that seemed to know how to read minds ?becasue everytime i'm feeling great and chirpy she'lldo something to make it comes crashing down . hee . but nvm ~ i wont let it stay long . i'll make my cheerfulness stays . hahaa . muackies eehua !my emotions are hanging on a fragile thread right now . a tiny gust , a drastic hurricane , can change the direction where that thread was swaying to . it's a delicate time now ~and i seriously dont consider what i might do when i'mpissed off . hee . oh , and today i saw someone . not that i dont want to see that someone , but it's just that i'm not prepared ?lol . sound like i'm avoiding that someone . i wont disclose that someone's gender . it'll make it too easy to guess . hee . even if you got it right , i wont tell you that . and geez , i was like so nervous when i saw that someone . zz . and the nervousness is no a good one . it's like , idk what mighthappen if that someone saw me . maybe slaughter me or smth liddat ?lols . anyway , it's not that specialhim .because whenever i see him , i'll feel nervous . but it's a good kind of nervous . i just cant stop grinning when i think of him . but hey , he doesnt know that . eehua should be thankful that i'm currently typing this part , otherwise there would be another explosion again . anw , i didnt know when i fell for him .weirdd huh . but i just cant get over it . i think i knew him since the start of last year . hee . but it couldnt be that early . hahaa . now , i'm trying to forget ,but maybe , just a little part of me still hope that he might actually . like me back ?lol , i'm now like a lovesick fool . but hey !i'm not . hmm .. maybe i should go and download more movies to watch . or re watch red cliff . its a fantastic movie . and maybe rewatching would allow me to see soem parts which i missed . well , postpone that . i'm gna watch some other movie which i dl . on saturday , shindy , bear and mouse is gna watch WALLLLLLL E ! aww . and i wont be joining them . why ?one simple reason . i decided to make time for my friends instead . lol . it's not like they're not my friends , but it had been ages since i last watched movies with eehua and rena . and i never went out with melissa and jo ann even though we're great buddies . lol . i'm weirdd . but still , shindy is gna leave sg next wednesday , like she had said . aww . i cant see her for the last time before she's gone for a month . i'll miss her , definitely . and lingg said that she wanted to have a gathering at sg worr . dunno if she can come out anot . and ive no idea when iris want to meet them . maybe she needs a bit more coaxing . hahaaa . and it seemed that it had been a long time since i last communicate with the other members of xZlaw . haha . most frequently contacted de would be 1 . shindy .2 . bear . 3 . yami . 4 . sim .5 . joe . and my frequent is the one month time range de . from 28'07 till today bah . hahaa . oh , and we , as in rena , eehua , melissa , jo ann and me , will be watching wall e next monday . any great movie theater to recommand ?but leave out cwp . it's too often patronized . does that word even exist anyway ?hee . dangling on a swing admist the clouds ; regii .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 6:36 PM
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
and you always will ,
no matter how long the time had past ,
and maybe you had already forgotten me ,
but i will always remember .
i'm changing .
idk if its a good .
or bad thing .
is being silent betta ? or should i
just remain the same way as i am now ?
but i know , i wouldnt want to be silent and quiet .
i cant stand the tension .
but today , strangely , i chose to be quiet .
and i cant think of the reason why .
izzit because i think too much ?
or i'm just changing my character slowly ?
or merely tired ?
idk .
i really dont .
and i'll make sure , i'll find out soon .
i must .
and i will .
definitely .
because i dont wna change for a unvalid reason .
doubtfulness engulfed me today ; regii .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 5:48 PM
27.8.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
TODAY IS A MAGNIFICENT DAY !is anyone enjoying today as much as me ?heh . i'm feeling so high now . but dummy makes it goes straight down to the bottom again . seriously . she affect my mood with her freaking words and i've already told her .that i'm weirddd . ok , straight to the point , i'm having my period now . and yes , eventually ppl will know , i'm not swimming tmr and i'm gladd for that !hee . ok , happiness is back again . and finally , today , i remembered to refill my correction tape . anyone noticed that i'm actually using liquid for the past few days ?hahaa . ah , and i just remembered something . i have yet to reply to regina's email . okay , i'm promising that i'll reply today . anw , today i forgot to bring the dnt thingy to school . how wonderful can i get ?(:and ive absolutely nothing to comment on that . except a sentence . i'm so blind that i cant see the yellow bag . it was inside a huge yellow bag and i placed it right next to my bag ,. so how can i missed it ?gah . i just went out and took a bread to eat . yummy . and after i took a bite then i realised that it was coffee flavoured . ><but it's yummy . like it . haaha . during hmt , miss sim gave us a huge chunk of phrases to memorise . ahh . it's hellish . and there'll be a dictation test after holidays . if we failed , we're gna die badly . a retest with higher passing mark . zz . and the passing mark for one of it is like , 30/44 ?zzz . damn , and now ee hua dad cnnt book . tell ehr go ask ytd ler still duwnan . come up with some crap excuse say if got enuff money den ask . fuck . now her dad cnnt , i need to find someone . lucky still got my mum . MUMMY I LOVE YOU ALWAYS ! she's the best !always there for me , and kind , understanding . she's really a fantastic mother and taught me well . hee . one more day to WALLLLLLLL E !overwhelming love for mother ; regii .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 8:21 PM
26.8.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
argh . today was a hiccup day !3 times today , that i started hiccuping . zz . once in school , once at home , once at cwp with my mum . just my luck . argh . to perk me up , i kinda found someone that wanted to employ me. how should i say it ?hmm . yea , that shop ,had a sign that said they are searching for sales assistant .and dummy eehua just pissed me off . argh . oh , and we just found out that we shared the same hatred for the same 'cher . how uncanny . oh yea , then i asked that auntie who was tending the store and then she said that i'm okay for the job wor . surprising . hmm , but when she found out that i'm only 14 , she wasdumbfounded . lol .but she say , it's possible for me to work , just talk to her boss barh . plus i find the pay not bad as well . hee . what's the pay then ?it's a secret .;Dmy emotions nowadays are kinda weird . well , one moment i can be happy but the next i'll be silent . weirddd . and i know it too . but then , when i'm angry . i can really do reckless stuff . and hurtful words will come blurting out . dangerous really . so when i'm angry , give me a minute or so , if possible , maybe with paper and pen or something crushable ?then i'll be fine after a while . the start of this week wasnt nice as well . perhaps thats why , i get annoyed easily . damn , i just wna kick that side of me , but it just dont go away . it stays on me . today , i also discussed the idea of selling stuffs online with iris . wow . and she was excited about it .great , increase our closeness (:maybe next time when my parents go to thailand i could go there and import some silver stuff over . the silver chains are cool !and comes in various design as well . genuine silver , i tried heating them in a tin with some msg . my mum claims that it makes the silver more shiny . as you know , when we wear them , some dirt will attach itself there . and indeed , the silver became more shiny . hee . 2 more days .emotionally unstable ; regii .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 6:07 PM
25.8.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
WALLLLLLL E !
3 more days .
it's just a mere 3 days and we'll all get to see this cute little robot !
isnt wall E so adorable ?
hee .
i cant wait to watch it and i'm already counting down the days .
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and something just happened which really pissed me off .
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that freaking chalet .
the original price for it was $440 !
and qh told me that it was $224 , which was the member price .
dammit .
and i was thinking , with the union card i might be able to reduce it to
$1xx .
arghhh !
wait till she's back and i'll complain .
i cant believe that she actually clicked the wrong button .
==''
i just wna explode now .
damn .
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drop that subject , regii .
yeah , i wont let it grow on me .
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today , it's normal .
i couldnt say that i really enjoyed today ,
but i dont really feel that grumpy as well .
things only started to change for the worse when science lessons started .
it was when all the fatigue crept in .
it started attacking my brain , coaxing it to sleep ,
telling it to give in ,
but of course i wont let it win .
i cant sleep during class .
i wont give myself a chance to sleep in class .
dun wna break my clean record , you know .
now that i'm talking about it , it comes back again .
i wish i had slept last night .
instead of spending one mroe hour there , thinking about stuffs .
making me only able to sleep at 12+
and wow .
i woke up ard 530 , and then i go back to bed ,
630 wake up again , and finally started to get ready for school .
i knew that something was not right , because i actually felt energetic this
morning '
and it's a strange occurance .
because regii dont feel energetic in the morning .
so it finally got normal when i started to feel tired in the afternoon .
usually , i'm more filled wiht enegery after school .
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ah, things are getting weirder .
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and now , i knew that i am also changing .
as in character .
yea , i may speak up more often now ,
but i also learnt to control my volume .
but still , i can get mad at little things people do .
so there's always a need to let the emotion out !
that's writing / typing etc .
thank god they really helped , especially during arguements between friends .
i dont like people arguing , and when they often argue ,
i really cnnt stand it .
it's not healthy to have arguements that often , but then ,
it's also unhealthy to not have an arguement over a long period of time .
hey rena , dont you think
it's time to get into an arguement ?
we havent argued for quite some time already . and it's killing me .
lols .
otherwise next time we argue , it might get uncontrolable and risky .
hee .
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oh , and another change is that
i'm starting to do my homework .
isnt that a miracle ?
for someone who always copied last year .
but i'm glad with this change .
and i liked it .
i actually did my sciene homework in class today .
usually , i'll be thinking :
ah , that homework , just copy it tomorrow .
but i've finished it in class today during geo .
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psst , rena .
this part is especially written for you , my dear .
remember what we talked about on the bus when we're going home ?
kekee .
see , i'm telling ya i'm posting this up .
lets continue , but it'll be a one sided conversation .
i'm waiting for it to come .
it ought to come !
in that case , before my chalet it will finish .
hais .
i envy you ~
regii .
my eventual enemy ; those green haters .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 2:58 PM
24.8.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
i'm starving . is anyone starving as well ? hais . what can i say , i just have no life . lols, and i'm just like renaaa . everyday , stay at home . camp into front of computer . but at least i did some constructive stuff today . i finally replied to regina . >< sorry about replying late lehs . =/and well , after replying , i went to play badminton with renaa , btu it only lasted around 20min . LOL! it's sunny . makes me sweat until bth . so it only lasted 20min , anyway , i'm not good at badmintion . lols . i cant even hit the shuttlecock well . and then , the last constructive thing for today , so far, is to go in cev . finally . hahaa . but when i went in , quite a number of people not online . maybe i should login later . come to think of it , i havent seen shindy for quite some time ler and she's going back to her hometown next friday for a month . T_T . misses . the next positive thing to do is to countdown !hahaa . iris is gna think that i'm crazzy . hmm , those that knows iris real identidy , remember not to reveal it !it's secret between me and you . ;DDoh , and theres the olympics closing ceremony tonight . is anyone watching it ? i'll be watching for sure . hahaa . this mornign when i switched on the tv , i saw the marathon part . i wondered how long have they trained to be able to run that far distance . it's getting dark and chilly again . it's gna rain . it seemed that woodlands is always raining . aww . iris is back from her kepo ler . i need to go and clean floor ler . freezing to death soon ;
regii .
What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?
You're drained, once again at , 3:43 PM