15.5.09

You know .. Something big happened these past few days ..
My gan-father died .
Yeah, he passed away .
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Sad would be an understatment , really .
It's a feeling that is undescribable .
it is easy to manifest it .
it grows each day , and i tell myself not to be sad .
i convinced myself that dying may not be the worst thing in life .
especially when i see the illness slowly takign his life away .
it may be have been better that he passed away , so that he do not have to suffer any longer .
what is left is the undefined longing for his presence.
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Death is not the end of life , but the beginning of another .
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Yes, that's what you tell yourself .
But why do the tears still flow ?











What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?


You're drained, once again at , 3:56 PM

12.5.09

Hang on, Stay strong .











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You're drained, once again at , 5:44 PM

10.5.09

You want a reason to keep believing..
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I don't know if I can make it for SS and Math.
My future is looking bleak.
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I saw a touching scene on Sunday.
Coincidentally, it fell on Mother's Day.
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There is the seat on the MRT for two people.
I'm sure you know which seat I'm referring to.
Those two seat was left empty.
A mother saw it and urshered her two kids over there to sit down.
One looked around 3, the other around 5 or 6.
As the sat down, the mum stood next to them.
The young kid, the 3 years one, stood up and got his mum to sit there.
The mum sat down, and the young kid sat on her lap.
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This is a touching scene.
It's just a simple gesture, but it spoke volumes about values that we have forgotten.
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Where is the love in our society?
Where is the grace?
Where are all the good old values?
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Think about it.
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I wish all mothers a Happy Mother's day.











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You're drained, once again at , 5:00 PM