6.12.08
Hope . yeah , i've lost it . until today . today . today . today . i'll remember today . because it's the embarkment to the road of diligence . i will study , i can . i know i will . if only i proved to the school that i'm a double science material . they will allow me to shift back there . she said it , it had happened before . otherwise , i'll transfer school . i will do it . because comb. science is useless . to me , to the career that i'm targeting . as long i study and get my grades up , i know it's possible . chinese ? well , that will be tough but i'll work on it . english ? pay more attention . spend more time .math ? practice , practice and practice . science ? study . memorise . hist ? memorise . if i didnt memorise and i could get a avg a1 , then if i memorised , i could get the best a1 available . dnt ? try to enjoy it . and find out what the chers like . i've studied before . though it was a long time since i last put in all my effort to study . i doubt i ever did that . but i will . this time i will . she gave me hope . she lit up the torch that burnt out . if i'm able to transfer into double science , i own her a treat . any meal she like , i'll treat her . hope was an element that i lost , but i regained it today .thanks , ning . there's no such thing as impossible ; regii .
i'm feeling .. teary .
what comes to my mind right now .. gotta start studying once i get my books .
phrase .. thank you for everything .
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30.11.08
ohmigosh . amazing . the truth !i found it out today .i'm getting so excited and wanna know more about it !woots . lols . but sadly , i cant really type it out now . cant let peeps know that i know about it . i wna meet that girl so much ~oh , and i'm not a les . i swear , i see them walking ard holding hands ..and i feel so , eww . so i'm not gna be one . and the lady that lodge a complaint against me .she's one i think . damn tireddd . my legs are gna be dead soon . help me someone . anyone . lols . transparent ; regii .
i'm feeling .. relieved , excited , everything .
what i see right now .. i want to throw it away soon .
what comes to my mind right now ..
an amazing twist of fate !
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You're drained, once again at , 10:43 PM
