6.9.08

youve left me deeply intoxicated .
do you worth it ?
all the heartache ,
all the trouble ,
all the love .
do you ?

it's saturday today ..
i woke up at 11 .
again .
mum practically had to drag me out of bed to accompany her to the market .
hee .
-
just logged out of maple .
hais .
2x are stressing sometimes .
but anyway , there's this conversation between my party inside .
lols .
-
regii : hungry =/
tingwei : d cone no meat meh ?
sinDD : ==
regii : lols
regii : nop
regii : all eaten by your bunny ler
sinDD : haha
-
we were at skele at that moment .
the experience rate there is seriously crazy .
the only two things i did there was to leech and loot .
double l .
lols .
-
nothing much done today .
and at night , i'l be mapling again .
target : 120 by today .
it's possible !
hee .
oh yeah , i need to get the spray can for dnt .
rena was nagging me since this mornning ler .
hais .
-
gtg .
iris is standing right beside me and telling me ,
kuai dian kuai dian !
-

rushing to finish ; regii .











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You're drained, once again at , 4:05 PM

4.9.08

youve left me deeply intoxicated .
they will fade away .
i know , i promise .
i'll make it come true .

first thing first , i decided
to list out the movies i watched this year ,
which are also released this year .
hee .
let me check.. in no particular order
1 . the chronicles of narnia : prince caspian
2 . cloverfield
3 . the forbidden kingdom4 . get smart
5 . hellboy 2 : the golden army
6 . indiana jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull
7 . iron man
8 . jumper
8 . kung fu panda
9 . the mummy : tomb of the dragon emperor
10 . the other boleyn girl
11 . wall e
12 . wanted
13 . one missed call
14 . step up 2 the streets
15 . the spiderwick chronicles
16 . you dont mess with the zohan
17 . the x files , i want to believe
18 . red cliff
19 . 4phia
20 . body #19
21 . hana yori dango finale
22 . the waterhorse : legend of the deep
23 . 3 kingdoms
ehh .. i cant rmb anymore ler . ><
i'm gna take note of the movies i watch from today onwards.
so that they can be filed away for future reference .
-
today i watched HANA YORI DANGO FINALE !
omg , it's the best romance movie of the year !
ehh , regina , go watch lehs .
=/
anyway , it's really nice .
and given the fact that matsumoto jun , inoue mao and
oguri shun starred in it .
hee .
inoue mao is just as cute as ever .
matsumoto jun and oguri shun , well ,
just as shuai as ever .
lols . but oguri seriously look betta when he dyed his hair
blond , instead of making in black like the hana kimi .
lols .
-
i watched it with joyce , and i believe that joyce enjoyed
it as well . hee .
the movie is 133 minute long .
and i cant believe that we're actually late for the movie .
i waited for it like , for a year ?
after i watched hyd season 2 .
when i got news that there's a movie , i waited for it to be
uploaded online .
but yet i went to watch it , since sg cinema decided to take this movie .
hahaa .
the cinema theater was full !
all the seats were filled up .
it had been a long time since i went to a cinema that was so full .
(:
i bet many people loved that film .
-
when we realized that we were late .
we ran ==''
from ps to the cathay .
zz .
we reached the cinema , whcih was at lvl 6 ,
in about 8 minute time ?
wow .
haha .
we were panting like there's no tomorrow .
and the guy sitting next to me seemed to be annoyed .
><
psps , and when joyce was answering a call he actually tell me .
' can you ask your friend to answer her call outside ? '
didnt know he actually enojyed the movie that very much .
and another thign is that , joyce was shaking the seat .
i wonder if it did affect his seat as well .
but if it did , he did not tell me off .
maybe because joyce laughed at the right places .
hahaaa .
-
oh , and well , hyd is currently the top of my
most enjoyed romance movie of the year .
and then , red cliff is the best asian movie !
but 3 kingdoms wasnt that bad..
then , wall e will be the cutest animated movie !
the most boring movie for me happened to be jumper .
lols .
-
well , thats about today .
and i came to one conclusion .
going out with joyce is fun . hee .
it'll be even betta if eiliane can join us , but well ,
she's busy rushing her homework at home .
-
speaking of that , i have yet to touch my homework .
and yeah ,
chinese compre .
chinese phrases .
math .
science wksht .
the only thing that i need to do is the
memorising those hateful phrases .
zz .
compre can copy .
science can also be done in the same way .
catch the overflowing happiness ! ; regii .











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You're drained, once again at , 8:58 PM


youve left me deeply intoxicated .
i will not forget the feelings ,
but i know i'm on the way ,
of storing the feelings away .
morning peeps !
okays , it's about noon already .
lols .
i think i should practice waking up early .
-
still 2 more hours away form my meeting with joyce .
ahh . boring .
=/
just finish my bao and is feeling very full .
-
mum's complaining right now that she give ppl drink the water ,
but they never wash the bottle for her .
lols .
lazy lehs .
=/
-
i booked the tickets for hyd .
it'll be at the cathay .
looks like finally , today ,
i'll get the chance to go there .
hee .
i just couldnt wait one more day .
hahaa .
anw , i'm really excited for the movie .
it'll be nice .
hee .
oh , and tmr , the six care gathering .
there will be 6 people going .
hais .
1 . me .
2 . wayne .
3 . gladys .
4 . qh .
5 . mq .
6 . hh .
gosh , that so little .
and our little group is so weird ...
i wonder how it will be tmr .
one thing is that i'll stick to wayne .
the others, i'm not that close to them .
=x
the anti socialness is starting to kick in .
but i guess , maybe i might get to know them betta ?
yeah , i know i will .
(:
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munching away ; regii .











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You're drained, once again at , 11:47 AM


youve left me deeply intoxicated .
and what if i say ,
i'm on the path that will makes me forget you ?
does it matter to you ?
today is tiring .
eh ?
scratch that .
ytd was tiring .
it's now 12 plus .
another new day .
-
yeah , well , today i went to watch WALL E .
the movie is great .
really nice .
ought to watch it .
-
written here especially for regina (:
the earth is actually pilled with rubbish .
and then , 'WALL E' were invented to make all the rubbish
be tgt and kinda like , clear them ?
and then , humans were sent to outer space
living in a space ship .with
robots and machines of course .
oh yea , there was this littel cleaning machine there .
it's the second cutest , wall e being the first .
then , they will send a spaceship down to earth
and release a robot , known as eve ,
there to check if the plants are growing .
it's like , if there are plants growing , it means that earth is suitable for living .
so the people living in the outer space in the space ship
will be able to return to earth .
hee .
and well , eve found the plant .
actually , it was wall e that found the plant , but
wall e gave it to eve .
then eve went into hibernation .
ah , and wall e was lonely . he always
play a clip that shows people dancing and then .
focus on two people holding hands .
hahaa .
and well , wall e like eve .
hmm . lets skip some parts .
eve brought plant back , but evil robot threw it away .
captain got the soil sample , evil robots rebelled and tried to
control the spaceship .
captain and robot had a fight . captain win by
switching the power of robot off .
then , they fly back to earth .
oh , and wall e was badly damaged by evil robot .
eve bring wall e back into his house , tgt with this cute roach ,
and changed the parts of wall e.
then , somehow , wall e memories were erased .
but then , later when eve held wall e hand
wall e recalled .
ended with the people living in the space ship planting plants .
haahaa .
-
ok larh , my summary makes it so boring .
if you go and watch it , it'll be way betta .
hahaa .
it's adorable .
WALLLL E !
-
i'm getting sleepy .
and i walked in the rain today .
==''
lazy to open umbrella .
i walked several times already , more than i could
count with both of my hand combined .
and i cant get sick ?
hais .
-
bedtime .

you must be healthy , dearie ; regii .











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You're drained, once again at , 12:33 AM

2.9.08

youve left me deeply intoxicated .
whenever i reaches this part ,
i'll be reminded of you .
always , never
forgotten .

oh , and one last post before i go off .
i'm feeling pretty good right now .
and well , somehow .
i've high hopes of patching up with eehua ?
hahaa .
lets hope my hopes wont be crashed .
-
别天天以为别人对不起你,
其实真正对不起别人是你。
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applies to me , doesnt it ?

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i can smile now ; regii .











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You're drained, once again at , 9:22 PM


youve left me deeply intoxicated .
idk if i can go on anymore .


2nd day of september ~
lets welcome it warmly .
huggies september .
-
hmm..
today is a great day .
well, it started wonderfully , i couldnt deny that ,
but ended pathetically .
okays .
i got into another fight with eehua again .
=/
rights , they're increasing in frequency nowadays .
strange huh ?
last year things were still fine .
hmm , i know its partially my fault .
hee .
but anyways , she seriouslly did swear alot at me ,
but well , i started to swaer a single word at her first .
gah .
but the started scolding me in the first sms .
'clutches my heart as it started to ache badly .'
well , i dont really like people calling me by those names .
and i really hate it .
so yeah , i've no idea why this started .
=='' .
anyways , one resolution made today .
" i'll not swear anymore in the future to eehua ? "
lols .
anyways ,
it's only her that have a problem with that .
well , our friendship cant be brought further then .
ehh , it might take a worser turn ?
but i'll live on without her .
with rena , it suffice .
i needed her , without her friendship with me ,
i might seriously die .
hee .
muackies dearie rena ~ (:
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oh yeah , today watched a movie with yushan .
sometimes , school friends just sucked .
well , i'm not directing it at anyone , but
it seemed easier to talk to someone who is not in your school ?
only rena is excluded from it .
hee .
-
we watched it at amk hub .
reminds me that last time i went there at least 2 times a month to catch a
movie with them .
long time since i watched a movie with them .
haahaa .
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that concludes today , i guess .
haaha .
boring again .
but well ,
i hope tmr will be betta .
=x
and i'm actually going out with eehua , peixuan and eiliane .
and well ,
i guess the plans for thursday ,
seeing that i'm not going to patch up with eehua any time in the
near future , i'm gna catch a movie with her on thurs .
well , she oso cant turn up on friday .
kinda sad , but going out on thurs with joyce will make it up barh ?
hahaa .
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oh and , eehua , lets hope things will work out ?
lols .
-
another little confession of mine .
i must shower in cold water to calm down ?
or for whatever emotion other than positive ones ,
and i meant those like happy , postiive excitement etc ,
and i really dont understand why ?
cold water lets me think straight and clears my mind i guess .
it makes smile , even though its seriously cold .
am i going nuts ?
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we're never gna work out if we argue on a monthly basis , dear ; regii .











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You're drained, once again at , 8:27 PM

1.9.08

youve left me deeply intoxicated .
ive set my mind .
i'm gna forget .
and it's a wise choice .
i wont regret .
never .
okays .
i just had my dinner .
yum yum .
hee .
bbq chicken wings are great ,
dont everyone just love them ?
hee .
ytd , went out with uncle, aunt and granny and mum
and dad for dinner .
yea .
thats about all for ytd .
boring , isnt it ?
today , spent the whole day cleaning .
yeah , i can still smell the bleach on my fingers now .
hais .
lethal against grim and dirt .
lols .
saved my time .
eventually , eehua couldnt come over .
well , somehow i get this naggy feeling that if she comes
over
mummy dearest might not be a little too happy .
well, i know that my instincts on this type of things are always right .
now , talking about instincts ,
last time i predicted that my relationship
wont last till february ,
and well , i was right .
hee .
and i dont mind .
seriously .
i think i took the whole matter so lightly ,
lols .
and i'm actually grinning after i broke up with him .
it was like ' relief flooded me '
yeah , that type of feelings .
you dont need me to describe it any longer .
whahahaa .
anw, those who're in relationship ,
they'll be blissfully happy .
well , thats obvious you know , regii .
==''
nvm .
just stop reading if you dont want to witness
this strange phenomenal of me talking to myself .
hee .
- here it starts ! -
sometimes, i kinda feel jealous that people are in relationship .
oh gosh , regii , whats there to be jealous of ?
idk , plenty of stuff they can do tgt ?
hah ! see . youre thinking too much , dearie .
dont dearie me . dearie is only used to address some people .
oh really ? dearie ~~
zzz .
you know , you dont need to have a bf to be happy or what .
yeah . i know that . its not like i dont know .
then why ?
ehh ..
c'mon . if you cant find a guy , you can always go for a girl .
youre nuts . but i did consider that option . sadly , i doubt any girl would want me .
nah , youre only 14 . you have many years of life ahead .
i know . hey , but wont that means that i'm straying off the track ?
nope . youre always off the track that normal people take .
..
well , you see . youre standing at the line that seperates the guy adn the girl .
yea , so ?
now , youre leaning towards the guy side , where the girls stood firmly .
yep , i know , and i'm still standing on the line ?
yes , but the point is that youre standing on the line . not much people stand there .
yea , theyre either at the guys or the girls .
right ! so it means that youre bisexual .
=='' i know that long time ago , regii . i dont need you to explain to me .
the point i'm trying to get across is that if you cant get a guy , find a girl .
youre encouraging em to go for girls ? hmm . that'll be for the future .
okay ! at least you considered that option .
... this conversation is gettting way out of hand .
really ? it's actually quite good .
youre getting ridiculous . i'm trying to be straight right now ok ?
sure , that perfectly fine with me . i'm just showing you the other options you can take .
yeah right .
no harm meant , regii . (:
ah , forget it . i'm gna kick you out of my mind .
no , you cant do that . i'm strongly against it .
chill . there's another option for you out there .
which is .. ?
to hibernate till i wake you up . good night .
-finally it ended . shh . she's hibernating now.. dont wna wake her up . -
ok , i'm officially crazy .
or maybe this craziness exist in everyone as well ?
it's only that they deny it ?

trying to find a way to keep her hibernating ; regii .











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You're drained, once again at , 6:51 PM


youve left me deeply intoxicated .
ill think of stuffs ,
so that you wont occupy my mind .
and keep my sanity in check .

goodbye august..
welcome september !
woots .
how's everyone fairing in the month of august ?
august was a great month for me .
it's kinda sad that august went by so quickly .
hmm ..
and i wonder how will september turn out to be ?
any predictions ?
hee .
and ytd i didnt update again .
hmm . that seemed to be happening rather often ,
ah , well , iris wants to use the computer soon , so i guess
i'll update later .
hee .
jumping for joy ; regii .











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You're drained, once again at , 5:43 PM