28.11.08

i want ..
to do so many things right now .
to mess your mind .
to meet you .
to pray so badly that someone is able to work on saturday .
to let you know what you had been missing out .

can you hear me ?
no , you cant . i knew it .
my voice couldnt reach anyone at all .
always neglected and forgotten .

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woots .
i think everyday , i'm just desperate to close the store .
go home and hug my sweetie .
lools .
life is so boring .
i just wished that something big would pop up
and entertain me .
but then , of course , the price must not be too big .
lols .
bored-ed .

and i wont be a lesbian .
i swear .
i promise .
that's so err , eww .
i saw a few les couples and i got freaked out .
i dont wna be like that .
no way .
hais .
okays , so yeahh .
i think i'm gna give up being a bi soon .
maybe not ?

youve left me deeply intoxicated ; regii .
i'm feeling .. laughable .
what i see right now .. silver !
what comes into my mind .. aww, isnt that so cute ?
phrase ?
life is awesome !











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You're drained, once again at , 11:12 PM

27.11.08

thursday thursday !
lols .
it's only thursday . hais .
i've no target to look forward to .
maybe next weekend ?
lools .

today called my boss .
she wanted to talk about the sunglass incident .
thank god i didnt get scolded .
and she said this is not the first time that it happened .
so yays , thanks for the person before me .
otherwise i'll be so nervous .
lols .

well , next weekend i should be able to off one day .
i'm hoping it's on the saturday .
she said she'll cfm with me later .

nothing constructive done in the day till now .
except maybe you could count sleeping till 1 pm as
something amazing ?

youve left me deeply intoxicated ; regii .
i'm feeling .. cheerful .
what i see right now .. my fingers .
what comes to my mind .. shower shower !











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You're drained, once again at , 3:13 PM

26.11.08

youre forgiven .











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You're drained, once again at , 1:51 PM

25.11.08

wtf .
i . am . so . damn . pissed .

who do you think you are ?
you just broke the sunglass and claim that you didnt ?
oh please , i saw you did that .
dont deny your mistake .
no integrity huh ?
you're already above 40 and youre lacking honesty ?
that's really a pity you know .
and then , we placed the sign big big there .

feel free to try but once drop/broken considered sold .

do you not see that ?
do i need to move it right in front of your eyes ?
dammit .
you broke it , you pay for it .
i mean , it's common sense .
even if i break something , i will pay for it .
because i broke it .

fuck you bitch .

i'll be cursing you for a long , long time until i forget about it .
and dont let me see you again .
because there's one thing about me that you ought to know .
i am a vengeful person .
i remember those that did me wrong .
and let me remind you , i will not forget , even if you did .

and a fair warning to those out there .
i can rmb those who set me up when i was young .
that girl , even if she forgotten , i still do rmb .
and that teacher .
what the heck is the problem with reading at swimming pool ?
and her , is doodling a crime ?
and i assure you , i was listening .

those who fall under that catergory ,
i'll get back once i'm given a chance to .
and those 3 peeps , i dont really curse them as badly as i did in the past .
so yeah , my new victim .
that auntie .

oh yeah , i forgot to mention her lesbian partner .

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rena and i had already decided some of our characters looks .
hmm , it's quite nice actually .
and tmr i'm going to the library with her .

today , while working , i was constantly talking to myself .
i mean , i knew something was off .
but i didnt expect it to be so big .
gah .
talking to myself made ppl looked at me strangely after work .
but i couldnt care less .
the lady made me too angry .
and i'm nice , i've called you a lady now after that hateful part is gone .

urgh , forget it .
that all for today .

youve left me deeply intoxicated ; regii .
i'm feeling .. pissed .
what i see right now .. jennifer government , a library book that i borrowed, but not read yet .
what comes to my mind right now .. how is he feeling ?
phrase ..
the world is just awesome (:











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You're drained, once again at , 11:11 PM