15.5.09

You know .. Something big happened these past few days ..
My gan-father died .
Yeah, he passed away .
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Sad would be an understatment , really .
It's a feeling that is undescribable .
it is easy to manifest it .
it grows each day , and i tell myself not to be sad .
i convinced myself that dying may not be the worst thing in life .
especially when i see the illness slowly takign his life away .
it may be have been better that he passed away , so that he do not have to suffer any longer .
what is left is the undefined longing for his presence.
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Death is not the end of life , but the beginning of another .
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Yes, that's what you tell yourself .
But why do the tears still flow ?











What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?


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