22.11.08
i'm feeling .. thoughtful .
what i see right now .. is that special keychain .
phrase .. what does my existence meant to people around me ?
the thing that comes to my mind right now .. tomorrow's lunch .
ah , i was reminded of the ugly truth about the whole fiasco . i couldnt believe that he actually did that . i mean , well , they had loads of trust in him . and they knew him for years already . 2 or 3 years . it's roughly around the time we met , but i think they met him earlier .i knew he was disappointed in him .the way he reacted . heck , even i'm surprised and disappointed . it's just a small , small thing .yet he made a big deal out of it .but then , it's best to leave the victims name out . i guess most ppl who knew them would be shocked as well . i knew he was disappointed , but what about her ?i think she took it rather lightly .. or the impact wasnt that deep ?it actually happened around a few weeks ago , but i was on my trip andwasnt aware of it . hmm , this post is gna be filled with loads of 'he' and 'she' . today she mentioned his name . and i just shrugged it off . then i wondered , when ..nvm , cut it off . --flu left me !yays . but i got cough now . ==''haihs . nothing constructive done today . i wasted one day of my life away . oh yeah , and how many days did i work ?i decided to do a day count !tuesday , wednesday , thursday , friday . 4 . okays ..well , today was like , maple and maple and manga the whole day . oh , and a little of fp/ff/cg . boring . if i had to endure two months of this , i'll go mad . i'm gna look forward to my next day off !i'm hoping to tell her to make it on saturday . cuz i wna go up bb and watch a movie with them . woots (: sindd said smth about zombies .. hmmm.. tmr i'll be working full day at cwp . outside cold storage .lol . i keep reminding myself of that . starting at 11 and ending at 10 . man , that will be tiring ..especially when i'm closing the store .zzz .youve left me deeply intoxicated ; regii .
remember me ?
