19.11.08

i'm backk .
woots .
but somehow , i dont really feel as happy as i think i should .
hmm ..
but i know the reasons .
and i bet some people know as well .
there are many .
they can really make me break down .
btu i dont want to break down .
i have to stay strong .
because once the walls comes crashing down ,
it will take a long long time to mend them .
and what i lack right now is time . but yet ,
the most that i have is time .
i contradict myself , yes i do . but the time i'm referring to .
is two completely different matter .
do you understand ?
yes , i do .

i've started working today .
hmm , what i can really say about that job is that
it's really okay .. nice location , a good boss ,
friendly co-workers , and a good pay .
what more can i ask for ?
it's great , fantastic , wonderful .

lets get back to the reasons .
i couldnt get into the comb. i wanted .
it pissed me off .
lets just cut away the vulgarities .
i felt that i dont deserve that comb.
but what i can i do ? nothing .
freaking appeal .
tmr will be out .
damn , if you give me a shit class .
at least i want a betta one .
not the worst .
and i'll make them regret their choice .
the choice they made .
my vengence level is high , so high that it even surprised me .



youve left me deeply intoxicated ; regii .
i'm feeling .. vengeful .
what i see right now is .. my phone .
my phrase .. the web of hatred had started weaving ..











What's the feeling bubbling inside you now ?


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