22.10.08
thereafter , it implant itself into your mind ,
your brain , your everything .
it slowly spreads it knowledge into your mind .
you will become intelligent ,
but how you will use them is all your decision .
it goes back to your original brain which had not been polluted by the madness .
how will it react to the sudden knowledge of everything ?
sometimes i dont really know whats she's thinking of , that iris . she confuses me . she dont want me to rmb the details about the game . but she's desperately reminding me of it ?wtf . and today , i actually completely forgotten about it . that is , of course , until she jumps in and now i cant forget it ?and what , play alot will see ghost ?wtf . this is all shit . all rubbish . they just want to implant fear in me , and i make sure that they WILL NOT SUCESSSbecause i wont let fear eat away all my logic . yes , i will not let fear win . go hell to that . anw , today , nothing reall constructive , okays basically , none of my days are interesting except during school days ?lol . kinda weird . but next year will be a nice year .i can feel it , pulsing through my veins , the excitement . the anticipation . i never felt like this for school before . for any occasion at all . ( well , there's once but leave that story for another day.. )dont ask how i know , i just do . instincts ? maybe . borrow rena's mp4 today .and yeah , only two pin ?did i use the right term ?no earth wire , and then the pin is slightly spoilt . damn . hope i wont get electrocuted . otheriwse gg liao . lols . lets go for some values i practice today . i may have repeated them in the past , but this is a way to take my minds off all those craps . yes , i admit i get scared rather easily . and somehow , after i got into secondary it became even more easier ?but because of that , i have improved my ability of convincing myself . isnt that good ?well , looks like i gotta improve that skill . further it and make me able to convince people , not just myself ?lols . welcome to my world , and i'll introduce to you . day by day , on how my brain functions . you must be excited (:tmr we'll start on my mentality . that will take a long time . hmm .. each post i'll revealed a little . hahaa . youve left me deeply intoxicated ; regii .
psst , next post ; conversing to yourself .
