16.10.08
another boring day ended .
and i really dont know whats wrong with me ?
hais . life is so boring now .
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today is miss sim last lesson with us .
it's kinda.. depressing to lose her .
she's not dying or whatsoever .
she's just .. not teaching my class anymore .
and at that moment , i felt a pang of sadness .
it's really strange , as i wasnt active at all in her lesson .
come to think of it , was i ever active in any lessons ?
she will be gone ,
not teaching us .
the thrill , the excitement , the tension ,
the everything .
all gone just by a desicion that thay decided .
they dont ever thought much about the students , do they ?
changing teachers whenever they like ?
and i was just getting to like hmt classes .
now i'll have to learn to re like them again .
it's a tough and tedious process .
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maybe i can just give up on you , love .
and everything might look bright ?
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youve left me deeply intoxicated ; regii .
