22.9.08

i'm a human .
just that i choose to focus on one emotion over the others .

ola .
today , i'm kinda moody ?
well , thats in the earlier part the day .
hmm .
not that early .
around 12 + ?
then , i killed sadness and happiness returned .
hee .
so . i'm happy now .
yeah , it's rare for me to be upset the whole day .
or at least , more than 4 hours .
(:
being naturally cheerful is great .
but at least i'm a human , not a happy machine .
because there are moments that i'll feel down .
it's a good thing actually .

hmm . lets blog about ytd .
yeah , ytd sucks .
why ?
because my relatives are over here .
yep , i dont fancy my relatives .
i'll cut all my ties with them when i have the chance to ,
the chance will come when i'm old enough .
and when my parents are in heaven .
i'm not cursing them .
i love my and dad very much .
i value them , soemtimes even above my own life .
yep , they brought me up well .
oh , where did i stop ?
ah , severing the ties .
yeah , they are completely .. not like me ?
i mean , i didnt even speak to my cousins ?
wtf .
there's nothing to talk about .
even when they are like , only less than 20 ?
and maybe one or two hit 20 already .
==''
and i cant believe that i can talk to sindd and bear normally ?
even though they are 23 ?
and thomas , patrick and hubert when
two is 30 and above , and one is nearing thirty ?
==''
damn .
it just proves one point .
i'm not close with them .
i love my gan parents and family at bb more than my
blood related relatives .
oh , and there are a few of my relatives which i wont sever ties with .
cuz they're nice .
mainly , my gu ma , third uncle and youngest aunt .
yes , i'm basically pin pointing to a aunt .
ehhs .
i betta go remove my blog link at msn pm .
otherwise they check .
den i die liao .
wait till a few more days , then i put it back there .
hmm .. so the topic for today is ..
sour relations with relatives ?
hee .

oh , and patrick's wedding with ally is on 17'10'08 .
woots .
i cant wait .
(:
i might even get some nice pics on that day ?
lols .

and belated birthday to samantha and atika .
lets just say i completely forgotten about it until today ?
well, last weekend was hectic .

youve left me deeply intoxicated ; regii .











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