2.9.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
idk if i can go on anymore .
2nd day of september ~
lets welcome it warmly .
huggies september .
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hmm..
today is a great day .
well, it started wonderfully , i couldnt deny that ,
but ended pathetically .
okays .
i got into another fight with eehua again .
=/
rights , they're increasing in frequency nowadays .
strange huh ?
last year things were still fine .
hmm , i know its partially my fault .
hee .
but anyways , she seriouslly did swear alot at me ,
but well , i started to swaer a single word at her first .
gah .
but the started scolding me in the first sms .
'clutches my heart as it started to ache badly .'
well , i dont really like people calling me by those names .
and i really hate it .
so yeah , i've no idea why this started .
=='' .
anyways , one resolution made today .
" i'll not swear anymore in the future to eehua ? "
lols .
anyways ,
it's only her that have a problem with that .
well , our friendship cant be brought further then .
ehh , it might take a worser turn ?
but i'll live on without her .
with rena , it suffice .
i needed her , without her friendship with me ,
i might seriously die .
hee .
muackies dearie rena ~ (:
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oh yeah , today watched a movie with yushan .
sometimes , school friends just sucked .
well , i'm not directing it at anyone , but
it seemed easier to talk to someone who is not in your school ?
only rena is excluded from it .
hee .
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we watched it at amk hub .
reminds me that last time i went there at least 2 times a month to catch a
movie with them .
long time since i watched a movie with them .
haahaa .
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that concludes today , i guess .
haaha .
boring again .
but well ,
i hope tmr will be betta .
=x
and i'm actually going out with eehua , peixuan and eiliane .
and well ,
i guess the plans for thursday ,
seeing that i'm not going to patch up with eehua any time in the
near future , i'm gna catch a movie with her on thurs .
well , she oso cant turn up on friday .
kinda sad , but going out on thurs with joyce will make it up barh ?
hahaa .
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oh and , eehua , lets hope things will work out ?
lols .
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another little confession of mine .
i must shower in cold water to calm down ?
or for whatever emotion other than positive ones ,
and i meant those like happy , postiive excitement etc ,
and i really dont understand why ?
cold water lets me think straight and clears my mind i guess .
it makes smile , even though its seriously cold .
am i going nuts ?
-we're never gna work out if we argue on a monthly basis , dear ; regii .
