1.9.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
ive set my mind .
i'm gna forget .
and it's a wise choice .
i wont regret .
never .
okays .
i just had my dinner .
yum yum .
hee .
bbq chicken wings are great ,
dont everyone just love them ?
hee .
ytd , went out with uncle, aunt and granny and mum
and dad for dinner .
yea .
thats about all for ytd .
boring , isnt it ?
today , spent the whole day cleaning .
yeah , i can still smell the bleach on my fingers now .
hais .
lethal against grim and dirt .
lols .
saved my time .
eventually , eehua couldnt come over .
well , somehow i get this naggy feeling that if she comes
over
mummy dearest might not be a little too happy .
well, i know that my instincts on this type of things are always right .
now , talking about instincts ,
last time i predicted that my relationship
wont last till february ,
and well , i was right .
hee .
and i dont mind .
seriously .
i think i took the whole matter so lightly ,
lols .
and i'm actually grinning after i broke up with him .
it was like ' relief flooded me '
yeah , that type of feelings .
you dont need me to describe it any longer .
whahahaa .
anw, those who're in relationship ,
they'll be blissfully happy .
well , thats obvious you know , regii .
==''
nvm .
just stop reading if you dont want to witness
this strange phenomenal of me talking to myself .
hee .
- here it starts ! -
sometimes, i kinda feel jealous that people are in relationship .
oh gosh , regii , whats there to be jealous of ?
idk , plenty of stuff they can do tgt ?
hah ! see . youre thinking too much , dearie .
dont dearie me . dearie is only used to address some people .
oh really ? dearie ~~
zzz .
you know , you dont need to have a bf to be happy or what .
yeah . i know that . its not like i dont know .
then why ?
ehh ..
c'mon . if you cant find a guy , you can always go for a girl .
youre nuts . but i did consider that option . sadly , i doubt any girl would want me .
nah , youre only 14 . you have many years of life ahead .
i know . hey , but wont that means that i'm straying off the track ?
nope . youre always off the track that normal people take .
..
well , you see . youre standing at the line that seperates the guy adn the girl .
yea , so ?
now , youre leaning towards the guy side , where the girls stood firmly .
yep , i know , and i'm still standing on the line ?
yes , but the point is that youre standing on the line . not much people stand there .
yea , theyre either at the guys or the girls .
right ! so it means that youre bisexual .
=='' i know that long time ago , regii . i dont need you to explain to me .
the point i'm trying to get across is that if you cant get a guy , find a girl .
youre encouraging em to go for girls ? hmm . that'll be for the future .
okay ! at least you considered that option .
... this conversation is gettting way out of hand .
really ? it's actually quite good .
youre getting ridiculous . i'm trying to be straight right now ok ?
sure , that perfectly fine with me . i'm just showing you the other options you can take .
yeah right .
no harm meant , regii . (:
ah , forget it . i'm gna kick you out of my mind .
no , you cant do that . i'm strongly against it .
chill . there's another option for you out there .
which is .. ?
to hibernate till i wake you up . good night .
-finally it ended . shh . she's hibernating now.. dont wna wake her up . -
ok , i'm officially crazy .
or maybe this craziness exist in everyone as well ?
it's only that they deny it ?
trying to find a way to keep her hibernating ; regii .
