28.8.08
youve left me deeply intoxicated .
and you always will .
no matter how much time had flowed through the hourglass
of hope .
youre etched into my memory of love .
woots . i'm feeling good now . lols . chocolate didnt have the effect of cheering me up . my family did way betta on that compared to the chocolate . but i know , the choclate is yelling ' not fair not dair , they're human and we arent ' yea , so that comparison is not valid . oh , and i just proved another point of mine . perfect . the mood swinging part . hee / an hourago i was so on the breaking down point . but now , my spirits is high again !yays for regii . (:oh , and a tiny update on the chalet . 6Carers'06 ~ hee . so far , the list of peeps staying overnight will be .. 1 . yours truly . hee . 2 . goh ee hua . 3 . chua pei xuan . 4 . sheryl . 5 . qian hui . 6 . hui kiat . 7 . hsien hean . 8 . chang jing . yeah , thats about it . then next ... we'll have those that are coming on monday !9 . ming quan . 10 . joyce . 11 . jana . 12 . jazz . 13 . yuhang . haha . thats all . kinda sad . opps . missed out someone . 14 . kai sing . hee . ps ya . but she doesnt know . hahaaa . oh , and did i mention that there's a girl call eehua that seemed to know how to read minds ?becasue everytime i'm feeling great and chirpy she'lldo something to make it comes crashing down . hee . but nvm ~ i wont let it stay long . i'll make my cheerfulness stays . hahaa . muackies eehua !my emotions are hanging on a fragile thread right now . a tiny gust , a drastic hurricane , can change the direction where that thread was swaying to . it's a delicate time now ~and i seriously dont consider what i might do when i'mpissed off . hee . oh , and today i saw someone . not that i dont want to see that someone , but it's just that i'm not prepared ?lol . sound like i'm avoiding that someone . i wont disclose that someone's gender . it'll make it too easy to guess . hee . even if you got it right , i wont tell you that . and geez , i was like so nervous when i saw that someone . zz . and the nervousness is no a good one . it's like , idk what mighthappen if that someone saw me . maybe slaughter me or smth liddat ?lols . anyway , it's not that specialhim .because whenever i see him , i'll feel nervous . but it's a good kind of nervous . i just cant stop grinning when i think of him . but hey , he doesnt know that . eehua should be thankful that i'm currently typing this part , otherwise there would be another explosion again . anw , i didnt know when i fell for him .weirdd huh . but i just cant get over it . i think i knew him since the start of last year . hee . but it couldnt be that early . hahaa . now , i'm trying to forget ,but maybe , just a little part of me still hope that he might actually . like me back ?lol , i'm now like a lovesick fool . but hey !i'm not . hmm .. maybe i should go and download more movies to watch . or re watch red cliff . its a fantastic movie . and maybe rewatching would allow me to see soem parts which i missed . well , postpone that . i'm gna watch some other movie which i dl . on saturday , shindy , bear and mouse is gna watch WALLLLLLL E ! aww . and i wont be joining them . why ?one simple reason . i decided to make time for my friends instead . lol . it's not like they're not my friends , but it had been ages since i last watched movies with eehua and rena . and i never went out with melissa and jo ann even though we're great buddies . lol . i'm weirdd . but still , shindy is gna leave sg next wednesday , like she had said . aww . i cant see her for the last time before she's gone for a month . i'll miss her , definitely . and lingg said that she wanted to have a gathering at sg worr . dunno if she can come out anot . and ive no idea when iris want to meet them . maybe she needs a bit more coaxing . hahaaa . and it seemed that it had been a long time since i last communicate with the other members of xZlaw . haha . most frequently contacted de would be 1 . shindy .2 . bear . 3 . yami . 4 . sim .5 . joe . and my frequent is the one month time range de . from 28'07 till today bah . hahaa . oh , and we , as in rena , eehua , melissa , jo ann and me , will be watching wall e next monday . any great movie theater to recommand ?but leave out cwp . it's too often patronized . does that word even exist anyway ?hee . dangling on a swing admist the clouds ; regii .
