i'm changing .
idk if its a good .
or bad thing .
is being silent betta ? or should i
just remain the same way as i am now ?
but i know , i wouldnt want to be silent and quiet .
i cant stand the tension .
but today , strangely , i chose to be quiet .
and i cant think of the reason why .
izzit because i think too much ?
or i'm just changing my character slowly ?
or merely tired ?
idk .
i really dont .
and i'll make sure , i'll find out soon .
i must .
and i will .
definitely .
because i dont wna change for a unvalid reason .