26.8.08

youve left me deeply intoxicated .
argh .
today was a hiccup day !
3 times today , that i started hiccuping .
zz .
once in school ,
once at home ,
once at cwp with my mum .
just my luck .
argh .

to perk me up , i kinda found someone that wanted to employ me.
how should i say it ?
hmm .
yea , that shop ,
had a sign that said they are searching for sales assistant .

and dummy eehua just pissed me off .
argh .
oh , and we just found out that we shared the same hatred for the same 'cher .
how uncanny .

oh yea , then i asked that auntie who was tending the store
and then she said that i'm okay for the job wor .
surprising .
hmm , but when she found out that i'm only 14 , she was
dumbfounded .
lol .
but she say , it's possible for me to work , just talk to her boss barh .
plus i find the pay not bad as well .
hee .
what's the pay then ?
it's a secret .
;D

my emotions nowadays are kinda weird .
well , one moment i can be happy but the next i'll be silent .
weirddd .
and i know it too .
but then , when i'm angry .
i can really do reckless stuff .
and hurtful words will come blurting out .
dangerous really .
so when i'm angry , give me a minute or so ,
if possible , maybe with paper and pen or something crushable ?
then i'll be fine after a while .
the start of this week wasnt nice as well .
perhaps thats why , i get annoyed easily .
damn , i just wna kick that side of me , but it just dont go away .
it stays on me .

today , i also discussed the idea of selling stuffs online with iris .
wow . and she was excited about it .
great , increase our closeness (:
maybe next time when my parents go to thailand i could go there and import some
silver stuff over .
the silver chains are cool !
and comes in various design as well .
genuine silver , i tried heating them in a tin
with some msg .
my mum claims that it makes the silver more shiny .
as you know , when we wear them , some dirt will attach itself there .
and indeed , the silver became more shiny .
hee .

2 more days .
emotionally unstable ; regii .











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